Hi my name is Pete and I have had my prostate removed and now I'm in the middle of 6 weeks intense radiotherapy. I am 55 years old and very alone with all of this. My kids are at an age where even though they support me they are barely around. I live on my own and have recently lost my best friends support . Her mum died of cancer back in August and she is finding all this too much and has backed away after promising to stand by me. So i feel like I have lost the closest person whom i used to be able to confide in . So at the moment I am very down and low in my life. Dealing with cancer and the loss of my friend. It all feels to much to bear at this time in my life .
