I had an awful day today with a few sorry tears. I feel so sad for my husband when he's sitting watching me cry, I mean, what can he say or do? I was in pain from the clearance - sore, stiff and burning - and I also felt full of doom and gloom about the now, the next and the future.
I'm praying that there are no more positive lymph nodes and trying my hardest to be positive, but sometimes it is the hardest thing.
Sorry for being miserable xx
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