The Butterfly Who Flapped Too Hard

  • 4 years and counting

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    So first off, there's not really going to be any order to these blog posts, they're just going to be whatever pops into my head and I feel like writing. So don't expect a timeline at first. lol. That said, this post is a rundown of everything from start to fini....now, all the treatments and struggles etc put down in one place.

    2012, July ish, and I'd overcooked the chicken. Didn't matter, it was still tasty…

  • Fake Friends

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    Former Member

    F*ck them!


    I have something stronger in mind, because I am both raging and in tears, but I've been whapped before for swearing on here and I don't fancy it again.


    But seriously. F*ck them!!!


    You know what? Trying to navigate your way through a cancer diagnosis and the treatments on offer is not easy. In fact, it's bloody difficult sometimes. You're told that this is what's happening inside…

  • You're too fat. Exercise more.

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    I swear, if one more medical professional says something along the lines of the title of this to me, then I may just open my mouth and scream at them long and hard.

    So, I've always been bigger than my peers both in height and width. Looking back at pictures of me, it's mostly my build that does it as I am 5' 10", with a 63cm circumference head, and really broad shoulders. I always felt bigger than everyone I was in class…

  • Oh FFS!

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    Former Member

    I had no idea where to put this, as it doesn't really fit into any of the groups on site. But then, I guess I don't really fit into any one group on site.

    Today is a bad day.


    I was all geared up for yesterday, expecting to be called by the Hysteroscopy nurse to tell me how we are going to proceed with treating the womb cancer and what my biopsy showed - but she never called. So I'm still in limbo…

  • What's the buzz, tell me what's a happenin'

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    Sod's Law! Made plans to go and sit in a garden on Friday and it was overcast and drizzling. Then Saturday and Sunday? Bright glorious sunshine.

    I still went though, and took Stinkbug with me. He absolutely loved it! Had his little purple jacket on, attached the lead to it, and then pottered around for about an hour and a half. I live in a terraced street with very small gardens at only one side of the street. So…