The Butterfly Who Flapped Too Hard

  • The pay-off

    Former Member
    Former Member

    So, if you follow my blog in order then a couple of things..... 1 - you weirdo! 2 - I'm sorry! 3 - you'll know I was heading out last night. If you don't follow my blog and have just come across it.... 1 - Run away! 2 - I went out last night. lol

    It's the first time out since my latest RAI, which I'm still suffering from. Naps are once again the majority of my life, and everything I want to do around the…

  • Fun and Fundraising

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    Former Member

    I made it!

    I managed to do everything I wanted to while in London, and pushed mysef as hard as possible - to the point of tears a couple of times - and nothing was ruined or missed out because of me! It was so lovely to be with my friend and her awesome kids for a whole week. I used to live right around the corner from them, so popped in or went out with them regularly. But I'm now a 4 hour or more drive away from them…

  • Fake Friends

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    Former Member

    F*ck them!


    I have something stronger in mind, because I am both raging and in tears, but I've been whapped before for swearing on here and I don't fancy it again.


    But seriously. F*ck them!!!


    You know what? Trying to navigate your way through a cancer diagnosis and the treatments on offer is not easy. In fact, it's bloody difficult sometimes. You're told that this is what's happening inside…

  • The joys.....

    Former Member
    Former Member

    Of crawling up the stairs to the loo.

    Doing your business.

    Wiping.

    Finding blood.

    Then having no idea if it is coming from your urethra or your vagina - or heck, maybe both just to be extra special. Both are possible at the moment, neither should be happening, one I'm on tablets to stop happening.

    How ridiculous!

  • A song

    Former Member
    Former Member

    For those who have read the rest of this blog, you'll have seen where I spoke about music and lyrics. Well, I heard another one tonight that I felt like sharing, as it was something I needed to hear and so I figured others might too.

    You can find the music here and the lyrics are as follows:


    "Feeling broken
    Barely holding on
    But there's just something so strong
    Somewhere inside me