first of all, a great BIG thank you for all your good wishes, its really helpful when people really do understand your inermost feelings, no-one else does unless they're going through similar problems.
my sister got really good news, the lump in her breast is just a cyst, THANK GOD the cancer hadn't returned, I went to my apt, they were running 1 1/2 hours late, thought i was going to get the runs with chewing myself to death about the apt, but never mind i didn't, oncologist just discussed radiotherapy, said 'surprisingly the cancer area was large, (if it was a surprise to her, how did she expect me to feel) so next step is to wait for phonecall in the next 4 days with apt, she didn't know why my stomach is swollen, she said it shouldn't with my type of cancer, but she is going to organise a CT scan and go from there, so its a waiting game again for phonecalls, never mind tho, it could of been a lot worse, (p.s. my hubby came in with a lovely bunch of red roses cos we argued yesterday) ahhh
