got the heeby geebies about visit to hospital tomorrow to see the oncologist, I ended up having a stupid argument with my hubby over nothing really, so got in the car (first time ive drove since surgery) and went to the beach, I sat in the car park, watching everyone come and go, get their ice-cream, walking along the sea front, felt really sorry for myself, I shouldn't, there are a lot of people a lot worse than me, so I got out of the car and had a walk along the sea front, cleared my head and thanked god for how lucky I am, I was just a bit cheesed off, didn't think my family understands how i really feel, and when the fone rings, they say.oh she's fine, no problem,.........they havn't got a clue, what it feels like....bloody cancer takes over you're mind never mind you're life....... i sound pathetic but got it off my chest now, so ignore me.
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Hi Vivienne,
Just want to wish you good luck for your Hospital appointment tomorrow.
Also, don't feel bad about feeling sorry for yourself, it's okay to feel that way...sending you lots of hugs.
You are not pathetic, just anxious and scared. I would be too in your shoes. Your family are probably scared too and don't really know what to say or do. But what do I know. Anyway, good luck with oncologist. x x x
hi vivien ,good luck for tomorrow ,its good to let off steam ,i used to walk out regularly & go to my speacial place its a small piece of beautiful countryside ten minutes from my house a good place to think . walking along the beach sounds like a good idea cleans out the cobwebs as they say .take care love n hugs theresa xxxxx
