Hi there
Well today I feel as though a great weight has been lifted from my shoulders. This may sound negative to some of you but to me it was something I had to do as it has been on my mind for the past 3 months. I have arranged and paid for my funeral today, in fact I have just arranged a celebration! I have much to celebrate, I have the most wonderful husband, an almost perfect son (I don't think any of us are perfect) and fabulous grandchildren. I also have the most fantastic friends that anyone could want. I know they would have done everything I asked but at least now I can rest easy knowing that it is one less thing for them to worry about and everything will be exactly as I want it to be.
It wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be. The guy came to my home and it turned out he was a friend of my sons from school days so we had a good chat about everything. He was very supportive and said that lots of people do this kind of thing, even people who are not ill. He came up with some good suggestions and mentioned some things I had not thought about. We even had a laugh at some things. Sorry if this sounds miserable to you but as I said, it was something I really wanted to get sorted and I feel much better for doing it.
What else today? Not much really. My lovely husband Gaz had to go to hospital to get his toe x-rayed, they are not sure if he has arthritis or GOUT. I laughed so much, told him if its gout its caused by too much good living and that he will have to go on a diet of fish and salad, his 2 pet hates.
My friend also rang today and she is going to pick me up tomorrow and take me to her house for Chinese and Wine, can't wait - Oh and my hubby bought me the new Neil Diamond CD so I am sitting listening to my favourite artist whilst doing this blog.
Looking forward to the Bank Holiday Weekend and hoping it doesn't rain so that we can get out a bit. It's pouring down here at the moment, never seems to do much else lately.
Well I think thats about it for today, but will keep on blogging. It helps me to put all this down even if no-one reads it.
Love to all, keep safe
Vicky
