Hi to all, if you've read my blog about how I was feeling well this is to update.
Last Thursday I had what was one of the worst in my life, I have spent the last couple wks gradually feeling more and more upset the tears were flowing for no reason and last Thursday I shouted at my darling husband which some may say so what but my friends we have been together for 19 yrs and we have never shouted in anger. I was devastated as was he so we worked back when these feelings began and guess what it started when they doubled the new pain meds.
So yesterday I missed the middle dose and miracle of miracles I'm almost back to myself. My decision to do this is I would sooner have the pain than feel like that again and yes I will be letting dr's know.
There is nothing in the world that will convince me to take that dose again.
I totally adore my darling and our daughter they are my life.
So there you are my friends I'm still scared what the ct will show but I now feel able to deal with what ever it is and ready to kick a**.
Love and hugs to all.
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