Most of you are probably aware by now that I have decided to leave Mac, I wanted the oppurtunity to compose this blog to give you all my reasons. As selfish as this may seem, I feel that I am in need of some 'me' time in order to grieve my own lose,I'm constantly reminded of Cancer when i enter the room and I strongly feel that I need to back away from this kind of conversation and focus on trying to turn that corner…
I've not created a blog since I first joined the Mac site, first time for everything as they say. They say it helps to write down how you are feeling so here goes. Mum is going downhill and I'm burying my head in the sand trying to pretend that it isn't happening. It's very hard as we all know to sit and watch a loved one end up in such a state. I can't get my head around the fact that only a few weeks ago she was enjoying…
