oral thrush

hi everyone ,just finished the course of neupogen injections so far no shakes temp is normal but woke this morning with the most horrendous oral thrush. been to see the dr got all the meds but eating & drinking is very painfull. its probaly all the antibiotics that have been in my system for the last few weeks plus all the blooming chemo. fancy food but can't eat it or taste it so its not getting down very well trying mush see if that helps ha ha. my mood has been down again i think its the steriods its every time i am comming off them i turn into the incredible hulk [without the strentgh] my youngest has now dieced to ignore me for three days every three weeks i will never see her by the time im on weekly at this rate. maybe i should have been a shouty mum in the beinging then i wouldnt be scareing them so much now . its silly things like asking for a cup of tea thats causing trouble. they want to be on their lap tops but to me its a major issusse when i am so tierd i cannot phyically make one myself . tried to tell them this six months is for hopefully give me thirty years or more nagging for cups of tea .plus the serious stuff but i have just got an upset 15yr old who thinks her life sucks . believe me i understand that but she needs to understand that making a cup of tea is not climbing everest. maybe i am not understanding her but i do feel as though i am & my other children who are older say i am so what else can i do?. normally she is a good lass bit spolit but thats my fault shes my baby so i will take the rap for that one. is there any other children or mums out there who are having these same problems any advice will be greatly recieved thanks for listening to my moaning again with love & hugs treeze xxxxxx