had endoscopy today

hi every one just an update to say had endoscopy this morning ,i was supposed to have it on the 27th may but the list was cancelled for that week so they did it today instead. i do have barrett's oesophagus only a small amount which is good , its funny but its a relief now to know for sure as when i was first told the consultant told me that i didnt have it so i was confused also i needed to know for sure so that they could keep an eye on it . so in a way its good because the worry has gone now if that make's sense.my other new's is am going into our local hospice on monday which sounds daft because i am in remission but ever since chemo i have had intense pain in my bone's & fingers toes well everywhere really but being stuborn i have tried to cut down on painreleif because i thought i should be able to do without it now but nope just got myself in a state instead . i do have a high pain threshold well i like to think i have lol i did have four of my five children with no pain relief so thought i could do this but i havent been able to function at all was getting myself in a state because the race for life in a couple of weeks & come hell or high water i am doing it .my macmillan nurse janet has been trying to get me in the hospice for ages now to have a complete rest & get my pain under control so because this week has been horrible i have agreed , i also just want to get my life going again . i hope everyone is as well as they can be & have been enjoying what sunshine we have had mind you its been pouring down here all day lol have been told the sunshine is back tomorrow though whayhay . also its my daughter sarah's 20th birthday tomorrow so happy birthday sweetheart because i know that you will be reading this . she does you know its to check that i have told them the truth & the whole truth which i have & do well sometimes leave out the gory bits but hey im your mum lol. well back to the blog apart from what i have said already everything else is ok which i am really glad about because don't think i can cope with much more . well everyone i will close now take care love n hugs theresa xxxx