I almost titled this post as "Cancer? What cancer?" but I dont want to tempt fate! Patrick is doing so wonderfully at the moment that it almost feels like nothing is wrong. Of course I still have those awful middle of the night moments when I let myself think about the number of tumours in his liver and what the prognisis really is if the treatment does not work and I feel the whole thing all over again but during the day I am so happy that it feels like the treatment is working and there are no nasty side effects and he looks great.
We have been immersing ourselves in house renovations. We have gutted the inside of our house and now all the internal walls are back in, the new kithcen is in and today all the elctrics and plumbing is going back in. It is very exciting! I have let go the small hope I had about moving back in before Christmas and it actually relived a lot of stress. We will make it back in January sometime and we will be very, very happy!
