Ever feel like cracking ya head against a brick wall? I am sure you do......I know i do!
Life feels like a series of steps.......one forward......two back........with the odd trip and stumble.
My Hubby, Andy, is tolerating his chemo for his bladder cancer so well. He is a credit to his own strength. He just started his 2 round of treatment yesterday with 6 hours of chemo.......and other than a little nausea and tiredness you wouldnt even know what he went through...I am incredibly proud of his ability to cope........
Wish I could say the same for mine...... :-(
Due to my severe depression I am unable to cope at all. My GP has now signed me off sick as the stress of everything finally takes it's toll......so now we are both off sick because of this aweful illness... (remove "awful" and insert swear word of your choice!).
They are right what they say........this illness affects everyone........and i'm so lost and suffocated by it all.....
