Bit of the 'panic's' today, don't really want to go, but know I have to. Worst bit is going to be the first I .....think - I don't want to be injected 4 times around one little nipple...with nuclear meds....gawd, I might ask for a pre med early - ha ha (methinks I am NOT joking!)
It's actually 13 degrees outside today. Feeling a little cold inside the room now as I finished cleaning it about an hour ago and then had a frightening episode - panic, nerves and stuff only - all this stuff is SO autonomous and we think we have control, when we don't.
So, guess, please God, I'll write again when I get out of hospital - (hopefully tomorrow evening) when I can work the right arm properly - as it's supposed to be a bit movement restricted afterwards.
My love and hugs to you all, never forget that!
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