Rainy, windy Monday morning, blowing a gale up here on the mountain - almost jumped out of my skin when I heard the phone ring last evening, thought it might be the hospital, but.........hey it was Sunday evening...just proves how much this lady in waiting is n e r v o u s !
I'll do today, what I always do when I'm cross or upset or nervous and that is; clean things! Got my brown paper bag at the ready to stop panic attacks :-) and going to get dressed in a moment and begin chasing spiders around my room - seems they all came in to get outa the rain. I thought we had big enough spiders in India, but some of these little beggars beat them.....only they're not big AND hairy and probably don't bite.....oh that I wish I was back in India though and this was all a dream...
Be well, be happy, my friends and have a good week. If I can't post, I'll ask my friend to do it for me...and keep you updated.
Please pray for my mental state as well as the cancer....thanks peeps!
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just a small p.s. now almost 4pm GMT and they say I may not get any answers until Thursday, but the breast care nurse will call if anything comes in, in the meantiume - they must know what this does to a persons mental state - I've climbed every wall available today, gotta go find some more I guess xxxxxxx
