Post 198: Over the hills and far away.

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Post 198: Over the hills and far away.

Post 198: Over the hills and far away.

I’ve ended the day-out with legs like tree trunks and a burning pain in my chest where my rib is broken.

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I’ve been in bed now for seven hours, and the leg swelling is easing back. The burning sensation is gone when I lie on that side of my ribs, so I’m feeling better about my body.

The day was pretty good, and the walk around Grasmere was, as usual, wet. So walking was quickly changed to a visit to one of the many cafés along the main street. There are as many galleries as cafés, so there’s plenty to choose from on a rainy day when everyone wants a hot cup of something to warm their cockles.

Afterwards we called it quits due to the enormous queue for the gingerbread shop and headed for Keswick and home, stopping for some shopping for a six-person raclette later for dinner. We even had enough time for a beer and stopped in a local hostelry for a rest before heading back.

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The fells were at their autumnal best today, and the unusually quiet trip home allowed me to be distracted and able to see the beauty in the hillsides — the colours and cascades of white streams cutting into the landscape, rushing down towards the lakes at their journeys’ end.

The mist and clouds were atop the highest fells, shrouding them from view as we drove past fast on the wet, twisting road.

I asked to be dropped off so I could get to bed for a rest as soon as possible — which I did. “I’ll be ok after an hour.”

In fact I missed the raclette and the fun that-is, cooking on a sizzling grill, until you’ve had your fill.

I feel better about the legs and rib, but I certainly don’t yet feel comfortable with all that happened today.

The bright morning’s greeting will recharge my batteries — I hope. I’ll reset my head and start fresh.

So I’d better get back to bed.

There are fireworks tonight a huge show in downtown Carlisle.

Roo
  • That was such an open and heartfelt reflection  it really shows how much you’re carrying, both physically and emotionally. You’ve had a long and painful day, and when you’re already worn down, even a small moment can feel like a storm.

    But please remember Mr U your Darling will always support you, even at the times you think she isn’t, this journey is incredibly hard on her too. Sometimes love gets tangled in exhaustion, fear, and worry, and it doesn’t always show in the way we expect. Deep down, her heart is still beside yours, quietly holding you up.

    And your son’s support is there too, I’m sure. Nothing that was said was meant to be hurtful frustration and tiredness can easily twist how things sound. It wasn’t about anger or lack of care, it was simply how it came across in that moment. Try to clear the air with everyone involved and let the tension go. You all love one another, and that love is what truly matters.

    You’ve already been through so much, yet you still find beauty in the hills, the rain, and the simple act of resting after a hard day. Hold on to that. Tomorrow is a new chance to breathe, reconnect, and enjoy the time you have together. Make amends, don’t let this linger in your mind, enjoy every moment with your family. At the end of the day, it’s about making memories, not arguments.

    The holiday, the laughter, the quiet moments those are what’s important, along with your Darling and your family.Blush

  • Thank you Mono25,

    Your words have soothed me and made so much sense.

    I have always struggled to hold onto grudges and usually start the morning with a fresh pair of eyes and a forgiving heart. Today I will try harder to make a fresh start.

    While I know all the things you said, having read them just now has helped me move on from the conflict. After all, as you say we were all only trying to help my Darling.

    I realise too that it’s not easy to see the invisible illnesses we all have to a lesser or greater extent and some days are better than others. I can’t read minds and no one can read mine. Sometimes we overstep even if we think we’re not.

    Thank you for such kind and thoughtful words, they have been understood.

    Wishing you a fabulous day of peace and fun.

    Mr U x