4 days till chemo

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Four days to go. Am I bovered? Damn right I am.

My wife of 34 years (and 10 months), and our cat Stormy (who I’d gladly divorce), are currently unaware of this blog and my honest thoughts.

Me, I’m a long-serving mechanical engineer and reckon I can fix most things—and if I can’t, it’s probably broke beyond repair.

I feel like I’m not yet broke beyond repair, but the scary bit is that someone else is doing the tinkering. Which fills me with dread. But I’m a positive kind of guy, and this blog thing will help me concentrate on the practical side of this treatment, not the emotional and painful bit.

Today I’ve had a good day. The sun was warm and the café breakfast proper tasty.

With four days to go, notional lists are appearing in my mind: what to eat, how to avoid hair loss, how to deal with relatives that want to help, and friends asking for something to do—all the while, foreheads are wrinkling and eyes are watering.

I wanted to do this on my own, ably assisted by my darling wife, but the word has got out and spread like the bloomin’ Covid virus. It’s all a bit much for a simple “lad” like me.

I’m still on the bus, and promise not to hop off just yet.

Anonymous
  • Hiya, read your three posts... hope the first chemo sesh went as well as can be expected. 

    I'm interested to know if you were offered a cold cap machine? 

    I was, and opted for it (6 doses of Docetaxel), and it wasn't too bad - although I did realise that paracetamol for the ice cream head headaches 15 mins prior to showdown was a good idea. Hair wise; I kept it all on the bonce, it was just other places that went bald! 

    So yeah, I'd go for the cold cap machine if it is an option. 

    Stay positive, we're all rooting for ya! 

  • Good advice, thank you. I’ll certainly be taking up the option if available. I’ll keep some paracetamol handy. Bow‍♂️