Hi there my freinds,
Well just back from my final planning appointment before i start my 6 week treatment plan tomorrow.
Had a final CT scan with head shield on to see if there were any minor adjustments, everything seem tickety boo, mum n dad came over from York to see me bless them, they cant get their heads round the fact its me their daughter 47 going through this and not them in their 70 s! Luck of the draw i say, but who said life would be easy? They wanted to know where i would be going for my treatment so they could imagine where i l be when it all starts, and they were interested to see this famous "mask" i had been telling them about, obviously been an older generation they were impressed by it all n thought it was marvalous, bless them, i think they felt reassured after talking to the radiographer that i would be well looked after etc., something funny here shouldnt it be the other way round me looking after them LOL.
Im still ok about everything but this bloody PEG is so tight had to phone the nurse today to see if she can come and look at it, its only 5 days post op but she said she d come over friday and slacken it off and that i would feel like a new woman and be walking tall, think she s forgotten i l be almost finished week one of treatment and doubt i l feel like a new woman, but hey she meant well !!!
Anyway cant possibly imagine how im gonna feel during treatment but just want to get going now, think the girls are nervous but trying to be strong, we re all having a takeaway round mine tonight as its Laura s 23rd birthday tomorrow and dont think i l be up to much, and it may be last proper food for a while LOL
I l keep you informed of progress hopefully if im not banished to the bedroom through moaning.
Take everyone.
Jill
