I only began writting on this site yesterday - brought on by feelings of depair & being alone. I felt guilty for having moaned about myself after reading other stories, but in a funny way it's somehow nice to belong -------- just a shame about the requirements for membership eh!
It's pouring with rain here today, so even the sky is looking miserable. Trying my best to buck-up my ideas & remain positive about things in general, but it's a damned struggle today.
Thanks to everybody who took the time & effort to respond to my winge about myself, you were all kind & thoughful in your words - why are complete strangers so kind to each other, yet in the street nobody seems to give you the time of day? Having said that, I must say that I have noticed a real difference in people; in London you are well & truly on your own, but here in Suffolk/Norfolk people appear to be more genuine & helpful towards you - calmer way of life I guess......
I'll try to learn how to use this site better, at the moment I'm simply surprised that I can write something here & people actually read my message & respond - I'm not very computer literate sorry to say, you're all putting me to shame.
Got to go now in order to get dinner on for my wife - she still has to commute to London for her work, so I am alone for 13 hours a day plus, so there is plenty of time for me to feel sorry for myself eh!
Will try to write something better in future, once again thanks to all who responded.
Best wishes to you & yours wherever you are.
