Well l have tried to stay as busy as possible as l have been off work since my uncle died last week. Suppose its a good job that l have been off really as there has been so much to get ready. But now everything is in place for my sons communion wether l am out of hospital or not ...... think l will be devasted if l have to miss it but have to do what needs to be done in order to be here for them in the long run. The whole house has been cleaned and all beds striped as well as freezer and cupboards stocked right up. My bag is packed all that is left is for me to ring at 9.30 tomorrow to find out my admission time....................suddenly seems to have come round so quick. Tonite l will take the kids out for a nice meal then tomorrow into hospital l go.........................feel sick just thinking about it but l suppose it will be what it will be!!
