After a reasonable thoutful, but pretty normal week, I am geared up ready for wednesday to betold my treatment plan andnthen the chemotherapy.
however I guess my saga is not quite done yet, just as I think right it's rare but hey ho, just hope there is nothing skating around my body have the chemotherapy and then I'm done the phone rings........
My oncologist rings and tells me he is happy as are all the other oncologists just to have ovarian chemotherapy but he wants me to have an endoscopy first. He wants to rule out the pain in my side as being a primary tumor. He has sent an urgent referral for me which should delay the chemotherapy. I am happy that this is happening making sure all the I are dotted but I am beyond nervous at the thought of being Awake amid swallowing a camera. Guess I'll be asking for a Sedative to try and calm me.
I plodded on this morning up until about an hour ago when the emotions hit me with a
Smack in the face. Crap if they find something this makes my situation a whole lot worse. This takes me back to a primary with secondary cancer for sure rather than just having the ovarian. So now I'm playing the waiting game again and only hope the appointment comes back through quickly so not much waiting.
guess what I'm still getting the bites too so I have taken it upon myself to spring clean the house, replace all duvets, flea the dog and scrub just about everything....
Let's hope it helps.
I've also got a god awful mouth at the moment, i can only describe the feeling as I've burnt it, just hope it passes other wise that's going to involve more dreaded tests!
Hope you are all as well as can be at the moment.
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