Went out today on my own while Paul stayed at home 'sitting'Mo,didn't like it just seemed wrong.I know it sounds strange it was just because Mo should be here and she wasn't I got quite emotional & slightly tearful.WE should be drinking a cup of tea outside the cafe and not just ME,WE should be walking around poundstretchers discussing what colour new fitted sheets we should get not just ME.It was very hard to find something to do instead of just 'treading water' waiting for the time to pass quicker,let alone occupying it!When I have specific things to do like getting some money out of the bank or paying the bills or some 'focus' I'm fine and I will quite happily trapse around the town as long as is needed.Hopefully it will get easier as I go out more but at the moment its SHIT!!
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