The monster inside me

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Well they say I’m a curious case because I’ve got secondary cancer tto the spine around L2 to L4 with some small fractures plus shoulder now for good measure they have found a spread too the pelvis and a few nodules on the lung currently to small to biopsy 

problem has been being shunted around whilst they look for primary and deciding which lucky dept gets me 

well at last they have made a decision renal as primary as I had a kidney removed in 2919 and they can only assume there must have been a rogue cell my bloody luck we now have a consultant appointment 3rd July hopefully will get some answers 

good or bad we will just have to deal with it trouble is I was a very fit 72 year old man pre Christmas I just feel a shell of myself fatigue I have never experienced anything like it after the 3 sessions of radiotherapy 

I just want to know this limboland is such a horrible place I know people on this group will fully get this 

loves to you all and hopes for the best of outcomes to us all

Madiso