I have just came back from the hospital from seeing dad and his consultant, dad is still the same, I knew when the consultant came to find me it was bad news. Dad is in the final stages now, I now have the hard job of going to tell mum as she is still at home I am just waiting for her brother to take me over to her. My grandma has now taken ill as well she has diabetes and has been having hypos for the past week so when I phoned to tell her dad was in hospital she told me that she had had another hypo this morning so I need to get someone to keep a eye on her. Its all too much. I feel numb to the core.
