what a week, errol has been in hospital feeling quite poorly again very confused, ct scan on the brain was clear and we were so happy , but that didnt last long cause then we were told the comparason ct scan was not good more mets on his liver, some had stayed the same but more had increased in size so sinitib is not working so advised to stop , that was such a shock for errol he really thought that with all the side effects it should be working, this is the first time he cried ( really cried) and i couldnt make him feel any better i wish i could so much it hurts....
we have now been offered to see if we can go for clinical trials in birmingham, i must admit i am not so sure i dont want to keep seeing him being so poorly any more, but i know that would be like telling him to stop fighting,, errol wants to go so we will , we have to keep fighting x
