Well. Jimjams are packed and i've updated ian's I pod for him. I just have to take the fuse out of his feeding pump so he's not tempted to snack after midnight (just kidding!). This time tomorrow he'll have been 'investigated' and should be home again. He looks better today than he has looked for weeks and although I am a quivering wreck, I am feeling quite positive. I have had it in my head that the cancer has come back and have been feeling really sensitive lately, but I have managed to convince myself now that it hasn't and the swelling is just fluid. Hopefully it won't be long now before we find out what they can do for him. If they could just do something to stop him from choking so much it would help. I rang the Mcmillan nurse last week and she is coming on wednesday so that is another thing to feel positive about although I have got to work so I am relying on Ian to tell me everything she says!
Today is a good day.
