I visited your blog via your link and posted a comment but I'm not sure if it was accepted or not. In case not, I repeat it here:
This is a beautiful tribute to Andy and brought tears to my eyes. I followed this link from the Macmillan website.
You obviously have wonderful memories of Andy and your loving relationship and it is far too early to think of beginning another. Having said that, you ARE very young so don't say 'never'. When Andy said that no-one else was allowed to have you I'm sure he never envisaged that you would ever be parted in that way.
Thinking of you tonight and sending love and *hugs*.
