Well its the day before Dads funeral and the panic has set in!!!!
I've tried to keep busy organising things cleaning the house as if the queen is coming and nothing has helped this feeling of panic and dread that i'm having to have to say goodbye to my Dad, i really dont want tomorrow to come yet i know it will and i know with the help of family and friends i will survive it but i cant get over this feeling, i just dont know where i'm going the find the strength from !!!!!!!!!!
