Up at the crack of dawn this morning and very restless sleep, 1st chemo today at 2.30 and dreading it I thought I had at least another week to go, mum was brilliant yesterday treated me to a whole new outfit, looks fantastic she's really worried I know but trying not to let it show.
Don't know what's in store today and for the next 6mths I think that is the worst thing. Have been taking Milk thistle a natural remedy to protect from liver damage hope it's ok. Have also been advised to get some Life Mel a honey from Canada that is supposed to be really good if having chemo but is about £30 a Jar is it worth it has anyone else tried either of these.
Jons shaved his head to the bone in sympathy and so have some other friends of his which is really sweet, not sure how long I'll have with my new haircut, couldn't be doing with the cold cap don't want to spend any more time at the hospital than necessary, well I'll just have to wait and see what happens will let you know, thanks again for all your wonderful advise not sure what I would have done without it.
Love to all Tina xxx
