Haven't been here for a while have been trying to get on with things but after the 3rd dose of chemo epirubicin I seem to have little or no energy every thing just seems too much it's a struggle to take the puppy out but have to manage, don't know how I can cope with much more, have to have a line fitted for the chemo as they keep struggling to find a vein am still going to christies although they keep promising I can have have it at Bolton. Have the last Epirubicin on the 10th November the the CMF starts 3 weeks later god knows what that will do for me I'm dreading it.
I did the photo's I said if anyone wants to see and have raised a fair bit of money for charities from work and my fella's work but I can't seem to feel positive this week don't know what to do to bring me out of it I'm normally so positive.
