.......Mum through all your ten years + of dealing with this god awful disease you have fought and shown such grace and courage it takes my breathe away. You have tried to shield your family from the bad days and put on a brave, happy face for all the high days and holidays often putting yourself in bed for days after. But now we all know you are not feeling so good, your Mac nurse thinks you may have ascites a good indication that maybe you are entering the last part if your journey. You feel frustrated that you are uncomfortable and don't have the energy or will to get out and about, but know if you are feeling well enough today you will call over to see me and as always I can't wait to see you. Just know that whatever is to come I make you several promises......... I will never let you be in pain, we will be there to support dad in all aspects of your care and give him the emotional support he needs too, not that he will ask for it he is such a proud man. All of us will be there to hold your hand, we love you mum, I love you mum.
