my mum died today

Dear splash, just read your blog and wanted to send you hugs.  You must be going through a numbing hell right now.  I am glad your mum died at home though, surrounded by what she knew and loved.  Please keep blogging even if it is to get something off your chest as we all want to support you on this site - God bless, take one day at a time. Ann xx  If there is a god then you mum is with your dad and they are at peace.

My deepest sympathies, Splash. My thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time. Take care. Antonia xx

So sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family. Take care, Heatherxx

thank you all for your wonderful comments.  Does help to come and read these.  Everything so raw at the moment, even when you expect something its still a shock, the end was very quick and did carry out her wishes to remain at home.  Think on sunday night after 'our moments' i thought she was dying, practically stayed up all night just watching her, she did get up and made it down stairs herself so i thought i had over reacted.  

Know she is back with dad, no doubt giving him an ear bashing for leaving her in first place, and dad will be shaking his head thinking i didnt get peace for long.  But there is comfort in them being reunited.

God Bless you all and thank you very much

Splash xxxxxxxxx