Today i'm going to swim in swimsuit not wetsuit for first time!! It's lightly raining. Tourists are wearing coats with hoods up!! The others are mainly swimming in swimsuits now but i'm new this spring. I will have diving gloves and boots on and my float attached. I'm waiting on my friend now. My car is buffeted in the wind!! I can do this!!! Have i said i live in northern scotland? On the hot days i cook in my 5mm wetsuit in minutes though. I can do this! I can do cancer! I can live! I can do chemo if thats what it takes after my op. The tourists have left. Good job, my legs haven't seen the public in decades!! I can do this!
