Thinking outloud
Body's a little broken nightmares come to life
Will I win this battle constantly on my mind
Mask the fear away paint on a smile
It's the only way the mind can survive
My heart feels like it's breaking my mind's overthinking
Constant racing
Pulse too fast gets harder to breath panic of the unknown silently suffocating internally
Close my eyes soul search for the beat 123 this is my mission to save little me
Need a little hope need a little luck
The days to be calmer the nights to be kind
To break free from the demon that's attached deep inside to escape the poison that's slowly stealing my identity
Why do I pretend fool myself again lonely clouds fill the
Night sky angry clowns and divas drift on by
Demons roam free from once upon a time the question
Remains unanswered all the time
Will tommrow bring tears or a smile
Try not to overthink I'm told bad days come and go
It happens to us all I tend to go with the flow cling on to
A little hope million poeple come and go
Steady fight with the need of a rush
Never satisfied never enough time is precious delicate it's true
2020 had us all feeling blue struggle to escape the lows
The star's seemed dimmer hardly a glow
Step by step day by day after all It's the only way
Kill the shadows find the light the dream of a better life
To go back to the girl I used to be to look at my children
With a confident smile to be able say it's all gunna be alright
To be able to say our happy ever after starts now it's our reality not just make believe in books we read on a night
In order to change direction we gotta try!
