if this were the place; i would tell you how ill I have felt for the last week, bbb awful
feeling sick and desperate for some sleep but just lying in this massive bed like a six acre field. Thrashing round it top to bottom and hanging over the side it dont make any difference suddenly it all feels lumpy and orrible.
saturday at 03.00 i was changing all the bedding . not that it was grubby in any way i just needed that crispness of fresh sheets and pillows. IT never made any difference exept I couldnt sleep in nice crisp bedding any better than the stuff that had been on for three days execpt that after changing the big sheets and twelve pillow cases i was nackere and breathless . and more unlikely to sleep than before.
Oh and I,m doing it again not sleeping I mean niot on Sunday or tonight by the look of things and i feel realy poorly.still this isnt the place so i,m saying nowt!!!.
pete skipper
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