why.
well since they initially found the cancer tumours and the baloon went up, there followed all the hustle and bustle of operations and rad treatment (2007). then there followed the start of checks and prosthetics, and here i am in 2010 still a work in progress, and i still cant get some of the answers i need and want, or dont want . ( trust me to get a not too common problem ). I seem to be on the back burner waiting for one thing or another ( waiting patiently ) still on the long road. anyway, i come on site and read so much, and my heart bleeds, ok ive got a major problem and i might be on a back burner, but there are so many others out there who just make me feel like a fraud, to read about so many out there who are going through some worse crap than i am going through, and still battling the odds, just makes me feel small, I think i had better stop reading so much, i send everyone , all fellow sufferers, and all carers, a hug and a cuddle xx
