I walked into Oncologists room & before I had even sat down he said "Great scan", the relief was so intense, I told him I was going to kiss him if it was good so he told me to anyway.
I really feel overwhelmed, I know its incurable but if everytime it comes back I can kick its ass then thats what I'll strive to do.
Back in June I brought my wedding forward as didnt know what future held, had surgery again & then RFA on remaining kidney & all were successful with no signs of anything new.
I can now look at my children enjoying this christmas & really feel that I am lucky & happy to be here cancer free & allways with the knowledge that every christmas for me has to count as I dont know what next year will bring but for now I will see out 2010 & bring in 2011 with hope & I have learned that "Hope" is such an amazing thing over this last 2 years!
There is allways Hope!
