got a tough few days ahead of me going totry and keep strong . should be getting my mri and ct results tomorrow the first since chemo , i'm hoping that if the chemo succeeded in knocking out all my red and white cells so well that maybe they destroyed a few cancer ones. does anybody get bads mri's ater chemo? i'm dreading the phone call say 'sorry sam it spread' i would be a basket case then never mind getting me in for my op. i've had really bad bowel problems lately and don't know if its a result of getting c diff or maybe its spread.
rang the hospital last week and basically insisted that i had a side room to reduce the c diff coming back they said i would be high priority yeah right! because i've been haveing the red tranfusions and the 5 day injections for my white cells i've been almost human . having such a good time at home with the kids i'm going to miss them like mad. my 7 year old asked me today if i would be better after hospital i said no i have to rest a bit, so he says will you be better then the only thing i could reply was hopefully.
will blog again post op and let you know how it goes
gonna miss the chat room
sam x
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thank you for your message, mri and ct scans don't always show up cancer in nodes. My daughter phoned them this morning (she's a medic) and they told her that after looking at my biopsy in there lab it looks as if i'm more grade 3 than 2 this is why they want to do the lymphectomy tomorrow. if its in my nodes pointless doing the radical. the best of luck to you and please keep in touch. Linda p.s. my biopsy was examined at a different hospital in the first instance
