Poor dad has been so brave but has been bringing up black stuff. Not sure what it is. He took a sleeping tablet last night to help him sleep but was up most of the night. I dont think mum has had any sleep. I phoned mk doc last night and they were going to admit dad to the willen hospice but dad was comfortable and i didnt want to stress him out. So I think he will be going in today. Maybe he just needs some restbit and will feel beter after.Please god please dont let him go now as i cant bear to think of my dear daddy gone.This is hardest thing ever to go through.Dad I love you so much and I dont want you to be in an pain.
