Why is it , that people seem to think that it can never happen to them, the love of their life will never die.
I was also asked ;why are you still wearing your wedding ring? and isn't it about time you started going on a dating website ?
My Roger is the love of my life , or should i say was, he only died in November 2009, nearly 3 months ago, he was so brave , we were married for nearly 39 years, we had so many plans for our retirement, we did everything together, we never went out without kissing one another ,
I promised him I would be O.K, that i would carry on caravanning and i would stay cheerful , but it's so hard. You put this brave face on to go out, but your heart is broken. i have to push myself to do everything.
When does it stop hurting?
Anyone out there know? regards Mary
