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FormerMember

23 Jan 2010

Well been told I have cervical cancer this week.

Head is all over the place...

Still waiting on more tests to confirm spread/size so that I know what treatment will be.

Think I have gone through every emotion under the sun all at the same time. I am simultaneously, happy, sad, andgy, relieved, jealous, scared........

And I know I should be staying positive, and i have a lot to be grateful for but really today I am just pissed off.

Im 28, and instead of planning to have a family with me beautiful husband I will be saying goodbye to the possibilty of ever being a mum.

This is just so unfair. What on earth have i done to deserve this.

Honestly how did everything turn to crap so quickly.......and even if I beat this cancer, i am never going to be able to have kids and nothing will ever make that okay.

I hate everything about this!

FormerMember over 15 years ago

Hello

I'm sorry to hear your news.

My partner has cancer of the gullet and two days ago had half of his gullet and most of his stomach removed. We too are a young couple, i'm 30 and he's 41. Just when we had planned settling down, getting married and having kids he was diagnosed, it was last July. It is unfair, all i can think is why us as well, but, 6 months on, we have realized that as long as we have each other we'll always be happy. Maybe that life wasn't for us, but now we'll never know, and just be grateful for the time we can spend together, no matter how long that might be, we must enjoy it.

Please do keep coming back to this site, every day, week or month, whenever you feel the need to let off steam. You will get alot of support on here, from people in the same and similar situations.

Take Care.

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