Well been told I have cervical cancer this week.
Head is all over the place...
Still waiting on more tests to confirm spread/size so that I know what treatment will be.
Think I have gone through every emotion under the sun all at the same time. I am simultaneously, happy, sad, andgy, relieved, jealous, scared........
And I know I should be staying positive, and i have a lot to be grateful for but really today I am just pissed off.
Im 28, and instead of planning to have a family with me beautiful husband I will be saying goodbye to the possibilty of ever being a mum.
This is just so unfair. What on earth have i done to deserve this.
Honestly how did everything turn to crap so quickly.......and even if I beat this cancer, i am never going to be able to have kids and nothing will ever make that okay.
I hate everything about this!
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