One week to go

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FormerMember

12 Feb 2010

Well in 1 week I will be having my hysterectomy.

Mixed feelings about it all really. On one hand I just want it to hurry up, get it over and done with. One the other hand I just wish I could run away and not ave to go through with it. Will remove any hope of having a family. Am I ready to give that up?

Guess I have no choice so lets just get it over with so that we can try and find a way to start healing emotionally. I think thats the hardest part to all this. Sure I will be fixed physically in no time, and whats a bit of discomfort and tiredness... But emotionally. Not sure that ones quite so easy.

Cancer has taken away so much. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it!!!!!!!!!!

FormerMember over 15 years ago

Aww I think any woman would understand your feelings robynn. Even though you know it is the right thing to do it is a major operation and has so many consequences for you. You are right it is the emotional side of recovery which is the 'unseen' heartache - I am sure you will get through it and we are all right beside you and here whenever you need to talk. I salute you and wish you well for your operation and recovery. Keep us up to date on how you you get on. Best wishes Jools xx
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FormerMember over 15 years ago

HI Robynn

The waiting is the worst bit for anything to do with cancer. Waiting to go to hospital, waiting for results but you know that it is the right thing. It is a very emotionally time for you but I am sure that you will get through it and remember that I am here if you need to scream and shout. Take care Carol XX
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