Hi all,
Havent blogged in absolutely ages. After getting the all clear I have been trying to get back on top of things and enjoying life again. Trying to remember that its not the end of the world if my hubby and i cant have a family, I am still here and still alive and thats important. And I have ben doing really well too. Finally feel like I am getting backto the old self. Back and work, which is good at helping to bring back the routine.
But I have my 3 month check up tommorrow and for some reason it has just unravelled me this morning, Dont know why I am so scared, Im sure it will be fine but I have been having a few niggling pains, and I have been getting really tired and lost a little weight (since when did loosing weight become something to worry about, most of us would be overjoyed). I know I know, probably just cause I have been overdoing it being back at work and trying to fill my life with all sorts of fun stuff. I know it is probably nothing, but secretly just between friends, Im really scared.
But it isnt going to stop me going out to buy the bubbly cause everything will be just fine, isnt that right!
Thanks for listening to the ramblings of a slightly looney robynn.
