Can't be ...

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Well ... it has been a pretty momentous week ...

Tuesday ... and for the first time in nearly nine months I returned to work. It was lovely ... back at my old desk ... working on my computer ... answering the phone ... and best of all seeing my wonderful friends and colleagues. Honestly ... it felt as if I had never been away ...

Wednesday ... my first session of radiotherapy. It was OK ... it doesn’t hurt ... but it is daunting. You lie there in a darkened room ... alone ... with the red “Radiation on” sign flashing ... and the machinery clunking around you. I will admit that on that first day I got a bit low ... lying there ... knowing that this was the inaugural session of 20. It has been two months since surgery ... where did that time go ... and four months since my last chemo ... and there I am ... back to being a patient again. But ... as always ... I turned my situation around ... remembered that the consent form that Dr Oh-so-luv-ver-ly had asked me to sign had said “precautionary treatment”. That he thinks the Yukky Lump has gone away and that this is a belt and braces job ... to make sure it doesn’t come back ... and I need to be grateful for that. 

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Argh!  The link didn't work for me!  If it doesn't work for anyone else just google "red shoes green peppers" for the blog.  Another thought provoking one btw!

    Marsha x

  • Good luck with your radiotherapy. It is a bit scary at first but you soon get into a routine. I don't want to be a 'Job's Comforter' (see the Old Testament Bible) but do be aware that radiotherapy can make you feel very tired. You may sail through and sing and dance all the way but it can be a difficult period. I had 25 sessions and was fine until about session 13 and then the fatigue set in and then lasted beyond session 25 by several weeks. I hope your employers will be sympathetic.

    Good wishes,

    KateG

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Kate - thanks for the warning!  I am doing a "phased return" and am actually working very part-time hours.  My employer is very understanding and is aware that the rads, either in the next couple of weeks, or even in the next few months, may set me back and are happy to accommodate what is best for me.

    I looking to end my rads with what I think will be a much deserved holiday - can't wait!

    Best wishes - Px