hello all my lovely mac family its been a while since my last blog and i thougtht it was time to come and check in...last time i spoke to you i was about to start my clinical trails....i nwas then turned down for my clinical trials as i was not well enough to go throgh with it...which upset me dearly...as that was my last hope really...but im feeling quite well in myself and im trying to keep my self active even with this rubbish weather....ive gone back to work as i feel i need some kind of normality in my life...some members of my family think im amazing and some feel i am beinhg selfish...but the way as i see it is that imm well enough in myself to go back and i love my job (im a pub manager) and im doing this for me not anyone else as i always seem to do everything to please other people....
im still having my chemo cycles as they are doing a little difference and thats good enough for me....well i just thought i would pop on and write a little blog i hope that you are all well and ill speak to you all soon xx
