Well after reading many peoples blogs on here...ive desided to have a little go....and see how i feel about it, im new to all this so you will have to bare with me.... well im Emma in 23 years of age, i have a little girl who is 2 called autumn and shes my little star....i was diagnosed with the big C around 4 months ago i have a stage 3B cancer and i have been undergoing treatment.....im on my last day of chemo cycle as we speak....had a phone call from the hospital today saying they need me in for a emergency appointment 2moro regarding my blood results so im a little bit scared about that in all honesty...and my mummy (at times like these shes not my mum she is my mummy) is coming with me 2moro and i know she is going to cry....shes been a rock through all of this and i dont no what i would do without her to be honest....she's really going through it and i wish she didnt have to go through all this with me, i feel like im to blame sometimes seeing her so sad.....i couldnt ask for a better mum though to be honest,
My Grandma (her mum) died of cancer a few years ago now and i guess it brings it all bk to everyone..........I hope everything go's ok 2moro cos i think seeing her cry will be more deverstating than any bad news....
right im going will blog again soon (sorry for horrific spelling)
Emma xx
