....of Mr Bad Fairy!
I know I know, this is not the place for kissy kissy lovey dovey stuff and this isn't kissy kissy lovey dovey stuff, I just needed to say it!
For anyone wondering what has brought this about let me tell you ... Mr Bad Fairy has started his own blog called "The Staff at The Bad Fairy household". I can hear muttered comments saying "And the big deal is what?", well the big deal is that Mr Bad Fairy is a very private person, he's someone who keeps his feelings and emotions to himself like a lot of men. He has plenty of friends ... they just don't "do" emotions!
Thanks to me he's been given a seat on this cancer roller-coaster and don't I feel guilty about that, you bet I do. But, and it's a big but, he's now part of the Mac community. Sadly for me it means that you might get told some truths about me which should be kept in cobwebs rather than published in a blog. I can forgive that because the balance is Mr Bad Fairy has the opportunity to tell things from his point of view as my carer and if reading his version of events can help one person then that's good.
One of my biggest fears when I have my regular reality check is that if and when I'm not here or become too poorly to be able get him to talk of his fears and feelings who will he open up to? Who will know how difficult it is for him to admit to feeling anything other than positive? I can sleep more peacefully now knowing that he has access to a huge supportive network for the times when he doesn't want to or can't talk to me.
So there, that's why I'm proud of Mr Bad Fairy!
Bad Fairy x
P.S. Dont worry, Master and Miss BF won't be joining ... computers are for playing games don't you know!!
P.P.S. Did I mention rainbows? This was supposed to be about rainbows ... it seems I got sidetracked, whoops!
