I still talk to my fiance every day & have a big end of day chat before I go to bed - it gives me a lot of comfort. I'm sure you feel the same way too.
After 4 years I still miss my hubby very very much.
I will never stop loving him, missing him, and talking to him. As poodle so rightly said it helps and gives alot of comfort to chat. I still cry for him when I am alone.
It never go's away, but the pain do's get easier to bare, we do learn to reinvent ourselves and a life without them.
Like it or not we don't have a choice but to go on with our lives and live them in their memory.
After-all they didn't have a choice not to leave otherwise they would still be here.
It will get easier give it time, I promise.
It took about 2 years before I started to feel a little better.
i talk to my dad too, and so does my mum, all the time. as julie said above, it takes a very long time for the utter despair to ease a little, and until then, the best one can do is get through it one day at a time, any way that you can. some days are better than others, as i am sure you will find.
i hope that with support and understanding from your family and friends, and the great community on Mac, that you will find a way to cope.
thinking of you, and will be especially on saturday.
