Bit of a lazy day today. Yesterday I had my spring cleaning head on, today lazy one. As predicted it rained just before I arrived at my friends house. Had a lovely lunch though and the grandchildren were really well behaved.
Going out tonight with the skittles team I play for. First time I will have seen them all since diagnosis, though they all probably know as I live in a village where gossip is rife! Got back to my husband that he actually has cancer and not me and that he looked "A hell of a state" I told him he needed some early nights!! Lol.
Amazing how we apparrently look as if we are on deaths door once people know, even if we looked perfectly well the day before when they didn't. Strange one that!
Working at the weekend, will no doubt be busy (as always) and then have a barbie to go to.
Still working myself up into a frenzy over postponed appointment and MRI results, but there's nothing I can do about it so need to chill.
Hope everyone is as well as can be expected, love and hugs. Debbie. xx
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Dear Debbie
Somehow missed you yesterday - just catching up with the news of your postponed appointment. I know what you mean waiting waiting waiting - it is dreadful.
I think you had mentioned your consultant was on holiday at one stage - mine too and now my bresast care nurse has gone on holiday for two weeks - so wonder if any one will come and see me in hsopital when I go in on Monday?
Have not had a bad day today - been into work and sorted things out and a colleague took me for a bite to eat and a glass of wine at lunch time. She had to suffer me prattling on and on but she did not seem to mind.
I felt very negative and annoyed on Monday - the clinic was running so far behind and the thought that they know your results and you don't makes it all the worse.
I think that every little setback seems magnified a hundred times when all this is going on. One week is really no time at all in the grand scheme of things I suppose, but I am sure you feel the same as me and want things to fly ahead at supersonic speed!
My mind is working overtime as I haven't had MRI results back yet as that was done first!!
Hope everything goes well for you on Monday, I will be thinking of you.
