Have been out tonight with work, not a work do but work paid. It was to raise money for kids rugby, which is great and happy to support until they show the people behind this. So the kids who they are raising money for, those with with cancer! It would be something like that that tuggs on the herartstrings at the best of times.
I was in tears, but that was the fourth time today. And today was my last RT but so emotional about how strong other people are in times of adversity - they are the real hero's.
Feel such a crap friend as mine was trying to comfort me for crying but I fel t she was creating a show and just wanted her n to get off me now...she was only trying to help but f**k off and leave me alone. I wonder if this is what I have to face now my treatment isover - if so we wont be friends for very long. I know I'm ungrateful but I'm wearing a scarf and false eyelashes so people are looking already without you f**k**g hugging me as though there is an issue - get off me before I cause a BIG scene!
Sorry - is it just me?
